it was awesome to be in NH last week -- and awesome to feel as though i was helping.  For all that i needed to be out of here, she obviously needed me too....needed a sounding board *and* needed not to be alone.  so lots of conversations....thinking about the future...about what we want in the future....it was good ( Read more... )

i walked the dogs ( Read more... )

woke up today and nope, the damn anxiety was NOT gone...if anything, it was worse.  sigh.  stayed in bed until M got here to pick up the dogs, then at least got out of bed and tried to make myself do stuff.  i did manage to take meds....and to mark the package of 20 exams my TA sent....and now i'm watching tv...and still trying to hold it together ( Read more... )